Title: Always the Almost
Author: Edward Underhill
Publisher: Wednesday Books
Publication date: February 14, 2023
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Summary
Miles only made two New Years Resolutions this year: win back his ex (Shane), and finally beat his arch-nemesis at the state-wide piano competition. The first is proving difficult, since Shane broke up with Miles after he came out at trans. And now, Shane won’t even acknowledge his presence–or answer his text messages. And it’s distracting him from his piano.
However, when Miles meets the new kid in town, Erik, he feels an almost instant connection. After all, he’s one of the first people to immediately ask Miles his pronouns when they meet. They start an easy friendship that evolves into something more. But Miles doesn’t get what Erik sees in him. To land the boy and win his piano competition, Miles has to learn to finally feel like enough for himself.
Review: Always the Almost
Thanks to NetGalley and Wednesday Books for an advanced copy of Always the Almost by Edward Underhill to review! From the moment I saw the cover, I knew I had to read this book. Plus, who doesn’t love a good queer romance for the Valentine’s Day season?
From the beginning, I loved the voice in this. Miles has just recently come out as trans, and he’s still trying to get used to being out. He has two best friends who are willing to go to bat for him in pretty much anything. Does their friendship get messy because of romance in the book? Yes. But all teenage relationships kind of get messy. It’s just a fact of life.
Miles and Erik also have a great chemistry, even though Miles is trying to work through his own insecurities throughout the book. He doesn’t feel like he’s worthy of someone like Erik, and his process working through this feels realistic throughout the book. And being able to build confidence in his piano playing. I loved his relationship with his new piano teacher, who helps him use his own identity to make his piano playing better. Plus, she shows him that there’s more to music than just winning competitions, and we love to see it.
There’s some great character development in this book too, from Miles’s friends to his parents and even Erik’s sister. There’s a whole great cast of characters, and it’s helps in making you want to fly through this book.
All in all, I couldn’t put this book down once I started it, and I already want more from Edward Underhill! Can’t wait to see what he does next.
5/5 stars